sophomore day #62

complacency.

It's become an issue.
I don't think I've ever struggled with complacency as much as I do right now.
I struggled with two major issues. From high school up until this past summer, self-worth. From freshman year till like, two months ago, the future. The future still scares me a bit, but I've let go of a lot of the control I tried to have before.

So what does that leave me with? Do you need to have a constant struggle with something to be growing in your relationship with God? 
A good relationship with God shouldn't be dependent on how we feel or what situation we're in. We should always be growing and seeking Him, regardless.
That being said, do I need to be reading His word more? Praying more? Meditating on the word? Serving more?
Asking Him to challenge me?
I'm not sure about that yet. I'm too scared to ask Him that.

Life's been really good. Pretty easy.
He's provided me bountiful amounts of energy and patience when needed, and the peace to get through any struggles I encountered.
Can I seek Him even when life's really good?
I should be able to.

Praying that I won't be complacent.

THE END.
10.20.2014