freshman day #81

exhausted.

This week has been pretty draining. Yesterday was one of those nights where, you know? You stay up really, really late but you're not really tired but you don't actually have anything pressing to get done. But that didn't work out so well for me this morning. Today hasn't been too swell, and I'm really moody, even though mother nature isn't even coming soon. But I've told myself all morning:

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."
Romans 15:13

"Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you."
1 Peter 5:7

STRESS says that the things we are involved in are important enough to merit our impatience, our lack of grace towards others, or our tight grip of control.
Crazy Love by Francis Chan

That last one really gets me sometimes.

I registered for classes yesterday and it's been pretty crazy planning everything out. With pre-reqs for business, classes I might need for my double major, other classes I might want to take, and honor college requirements, it's all really hectic.

In addition, there's a possibility of being an RA next year. The only thing is, I'd have to take a 2 credit course for that next semester (replace a class I had planned), and there's no guarantee that I'll get the position. Part of me tells me I should really go for it, and that it could be pretty amazing, who knows what God could bring/do. The other part of me keeps asking why. I can barely communicate with my floor let alone my roommate, I'm so awkwardly awkward around certain subjects that basically all other college kids are fine with, and could I really do that job? So pray for me! I guess, just so I would find direction in Him.

Hopefully the rest of today will be okay, trying to fit in a bunch of stuff and I really need to catch up on sleep, but we'll see how it goes. I thank God I even have any energy to do anything at all, truly.

THE END.
11.07.2013