pink balloons.

It's May 18th.

Where have the months gone? The weeks, or the days even?

The other day I was at a grocery store and saw some pink balloons, and thought, "Oh, they must be setting up for Valentines Day. That's nice." And then came to the jerking realization that I was 3+ months off.

I'm annoyed that the time has gone by so fast. Annoyed that I'm nearly a year in and it feels like it's been 6 months. That everything and everyone seems to be walking and moving so fast and that I'm so slow to catch up. It's like when you're walking with a group, and you pause to look at something, and then you turn back and everyone's gone.

And then I'm annoyed that I'm annoyed.

Does anyone else feel this? Is this a standard post-graduation feel? Is it included with the whole adulting package because if i didn't already have buyer's remorse one month in, I certainly have it now.

And is it my desire that things slow down, or that I catch up?
I can't quite figure that one out.

end rant.