sophomore day #115

shit.

okay no, but...
Those last minute moments when you realize your GPA is going to tank but you can't do anything to save it.

Days I realize that even though you see the best in people and give people the benefit of the doubt, the rest of the world doesn't work that way.
Days I realize that even if I work my ass off and do everything I can to learn and "chase the skill" and do well, I will still get a bad grade.
Days I realize that GPA and a perfect transcript have too much control over me.
Days I still feel super hopeless.
And mad
And frustrated
And sad.

Really sad.
12.12.2014