sometimes a hard heart is a very soft heart with lots of fortified walls built up around it

I fell for the one person I thought it would be impossible to fall for. I fell for the one person that I thought I could truly just keep my friend. Where does that leave me now?
Close guy and girl friendships are impossible without some kind of emotional attachment.
But shouldn't non-romantic attachments be possible?
How am I supposed to construct friendships with guys after all the rules I built to protect myself, my heart, failed to do so?


Time to rewrite the rules I guess.